life is always about making decisions. and it becomes more challenging when the decisions you make does not only affect yourself but also affect the people who are dear to you most.
i never thought that i would get into a really bad situation where i'm torn between a lover and a friend. i usually say that having flings with guys who are in a relationship doesn't affect me. but this time, i'm badly burdened with the situation. not only am i have feelings with somebody's bf, i think i'm in love with my friend's bf.
as much as i love the guy, i love my friend more. so even if it hurts me, i decided to lose just one than to lose both. i gave up loving the guy. i realized that even if we continue the relationship we have, it will never work. it will never.
i wanted to tell my friend about it cause the guilt haunts me but i cannot afford to lose another person in my life.
bad decisions are part of our lives probably to teach us to chose the good ones next time.
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