blank!

just yesterday i was feeling great about my love life... but life really is unfair most of the times. if my bff found out that her b has a wife and a 1 year old kid, mine has a gf who wouldn't let him go (according to him). argh!!!! i don't even know how to express what i'm feeling right now. it's like my mind is so blank, i don't even know what to think or how to start thinking. i'm blank!