it will all get better in time

things happen when they're supposed to happen. siguro nga. who would have thought that my ever-single sister would have a bf(i think!hehe) at her late 30's. we always joke her for not having a romantic partner pero tignan m nga naman, it's better late than never di ba? tuloy ako yun kinakabahan ngayon, baka ako yung tumandang dalaga!!! naku lord huwag naman sana. hehe... malakas pa naman fighting spirit ko na makakapagasawa naman ako, twice! hehe..that's according to the fortune teller

happy din ako realizing how close my family have become kahit na milya milya layo namin sa isa't isa. i think it's the fact that we're distant that keeps our bond stronger. sana na lang this would pass on to our kids and grandchildren

though i didn't get my visa, i have a strong feeling something better would be offered to me and i'm keeping my fingers crossed for it. it's now that i realize i can't always have what i want. yung tipong basta naisip ko lang immediately i'll have my hands on it. may mga bagay talaga na pinaghihirapan at hindi lang basta nakukuha pag hiningi mo. i've become more open minded. little by little i'm learning to value the importance of hardwork and patience.

i've met these people who at their 30's and 50's have achieved much in their lives. they put up their own businesses and household. when i look at them, i envy them kasi parang ang dali lang para sa kanila ang umasenso sa buhay but when i got to talk to them doon ko nalaman what they are now and what they have now started from hardwork. they've inspired me in such a way kung nakaya nila, most probably kaya ko din.

i'm starting all over again and i don't mind dahil alam ko yung paghihirapan ko ngayon would be one of the things i would be proud of in the future.