again

it's a dead end, again. i don't know how many routes i should take but i won't let any dead ended roads to stop me from getting where i want to be.

after being denied a us visa for the second time, i felt my life crashing again. it was my shot. this is me taking one step. after a long time, i finally had the freedom to decide on what i want to do with my life. i've learned to accept the fact that careerwise, it's better to earn a living there. as much as i want to take things slowly with my life, i'm pressured in a way to keep my pace a little faster. unfortunately, i had to stop.

i was beginning to feel depressed but as i think about it, i realized that i should not let myself drown with my failures and disappointments. getting up is never easy but i swear i will, and i know i will.

it's time that i should establish myself in the pace i could be most productive, at the same time happy with how my life would become.