s was asking me to behave when he's away. i told him that he shouldn't be demanding from me because i'm pretty sure he won't be able to do what i'll demand from him. i was telling him that i know he hasn't moved on from her and that he still love's her. eto sagot niya sa akin.
s: bakit ikaw. love mo pa rin naman yung x mo di ba?
ang love hindi nawawala. ang love kumukupas.
i was blank for a while. hindi ako nakasagot sa sinabi niya. all the while i was thinking he was being unfair with me because he hasn't let go of her. but when he told me that, i realized that i was unfair as well to him. nageemote ako sa situation namin habang nageemote din ako sa situation namin nung isa. just like him, i still have hopes for the other person. we might like each other, we might even love each other but we both cling to our x's. probably because we don't have assurance from each other. pareho kasi kami ng ugali. friendly. hehe. sabi ko nga sa kanya, baka kahit pareho nakami may asawa, kami pa rin. forever third party kami sa isa't isa. then we both laughed at the idea. pero sabi nga niya, we can never tell. ang alin? hehe... i guess we just have to wait and see.
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