guilty, lazy, scared

I pretended to sleep purposely the other night. I was in my lazy mode. I love being a medtech but these past few days, I always wonder if I would be just a medtech, ever. I’m still hoping I could attend medschool by next year. I really want to be a doctor, a neurosurgeon in particular (para match kami ni Mc Dreamy! Hehe). But kidding aside, gusto ko talaga maging doctor. Sometimes I fear that I might not endure the challenge of being a medical student. But why would I only walk when I could fly? So pakialam kung masusunog ko lahat ng kilay ko kakaral ng medisina. Sa dinami ng dinanas ko, magpapapigil pa ba ako sa takot? NO WAY! Pang tuition na lang problema ko ngayon. Hehe.