28 May 2009

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may 27, 2009

I so miss him. I want to cry now but I can’t, and so I write. I feel like I can’t breathe. Suddenly thinking of him makes me sad. I know it might not work with us but I’m really hoping that it will. It has been long since I imagined myself getting married, having a family and growing old with somebody. It’s pathetic, I know, but it’s him I want to be with. I tell him and my friends that I’m not closing doors to someone else but in my heart it’s him that I want closing my door and never leave me.